You consumed my every thought for so long.
As I took an early morning shower,
Or gazed on a midnight star.
The first name on my lips as I woke,
As night came the last face I saw.
The coiled spring.
Every breathe drawn held the anticipation of seeing you again.
Cradled myself through this song so many times,
Needle to record, again and again.
Replay,
Lets it's melody drown the intensity of tears.
A year passed.
Looking through that window,
Your memory disappeared into Germany's darkness.
Driving on,
Nearly 'Fade out'.
I no longer searched for you,
Numbed back to the reality of me.
But now you've come back,
You sit here trembling before me.
I want to be the hand that steadies you,
But I can't, I never could.
Now I find myself listening to this song,
Again and again.
Replay.
No longer crying,
Just writing.
As my pencil engraves this paper,
And it's lead wears away it takes my anger with it.
As these words fall out me,
Are you the page that catches them?
Will you ever throw back to me my long awaited answers?
Who are you?
What do you mean or have you ever meant to me?
You walked away just the other day,
Is that the last time you'll walk way?
You thought I might have forgotten you.
